Kamis, 24 Desember 2009

this is my december


well , after long time i'm not writting this blog . so now , let's open the new begin .
after i had a problem with my ex-boyfriend abdul hakim satria nusantara , on dec 22 it's the answered for everything. he was deciding our relationship without the logical reason . he just said
"i'm boring with you . sorry" but , i know there's not the reason . he had a new girlfiend . well , it's too deep for our love story that we're been for 14months less than 1 day . on his facebook , and his blog too . there was nothing the story about me anymore . well , he really closed our story life. it's too deep i guess . but what do i must to do ? i,m just can cry for this bad situation . i dont know this is the best for us or only for him . i wanna to grow up and be an independent woman .. i hope so .